Let's be honest, if we're stuck taking a boring class or doing a boring job, it makes it better to have a few friends around just to keep you company. I used to have that. But not this semester. I find myself sitting in class alone and then wandering around trying to find things to do during my breaks but not having anything to do or anyone to spend them with.
And it's not that I'm not trying. I'm making an effort to talk to more people in my classes in hopes of having a group that maybe I can sit with so I'm not completely alone. But when everyone has already made their solid group of friends, they're not really all that willing to let you in, I guess.
And I guess thats why I'm writing this post right now. I have 2 hours until my next class and I have nothing to do and no one to spend the time with. I'm sure it'll get better as the weeks pass and I can spend my breaks making a dent in my giant mountain of homework. But for now, I'm alone, and I'm honestly pretty depressed about it. While I've always identified myself as an introverted person, I'm finding myself just lonely. I never had a problem with being alone but that's because I wasn't ALWAYS alone. It's the fact that I'm alone while everyone is enjoying the company of a group of friends. It's the fact that I'm alone but no one else is.
I'm okay with being alone, but being lonely sucks...
I hope you're all having a better day than I am.
xo
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